I always feel like a guy and its great.

And then I begin to pms. And its like all the work I do when I GTL is lost and I get so emotional and confused and I can’t get out of bed and I feel nauseous and all the girly feelings I was born with come flooding back. 

I don’t have a problem with them, but I wish that I could either have either girly feelings or no girly feelings. I can’t work with both. I feel crazy.

Like I can’t be a transman if I can’t fully grasp the man part of this transition. My lady parts are fucking this up. DERP.

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Posted on Tuesday, 31 January
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